"There is a hidden gift in the darkness"- Lindsay Ullmann

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Lindsay Ullmann

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I am a singer/songwriter and published Author. Singing and writing came at a young age, but I didn’t express it until later on in life, during my later twenties. My feelings are my gift and my expression my best friend. Releasing feelings through art has tremendous healing power, not just for the self but for humanity..

Although many people may say that living in an internal world is nothing   compared to the reality of what really goes on in the “real world” But what is the real world? What is our world? And more importantly what is in your world? I solely believe one can endure many traumatic experiences in their own mind and no one would ever know where you’ve been or why you are so misapprehended.

When you are sensitive even the most trivial of experiences can leave you feeling traumatised, and trivial can mean many different things to many different people! One child can experience a nasty attack from a dog and feel wounded for the rest of their lives, whilst another could endure the same experience and take on the energy of the attack like a feather floating away in the wind. The dust settles quicker for others then it does some.

This is because we all experience things on different levels . Some have thicker skin , some have very sticky minds which makes it harder to vanquish and control our emotions . We all come in to the universe with different tools , some come in with the necessary armour , whilst other come with no skin whatsoever!

My song – No Skin – I wrote this song about feeling too much from the universe :
No Skin

https://itunes.apple.com/us/album/no-skin-single/508367906

The tiniest of upsets and hinderances can pour a huge amount of doubt, upset and complexity into one’s being. I noticed that the more I allowed myself to venture deeper into the darkness, the more I was able to   claim and reach hold of a gift, a jewel within it. Often, we miss hidden gems, but when the darkness wades over us, we begin to see those little sparkles that we are not consciously aware of.

I seek from within , I always have done which had me labelled as a child and a teenager as an introvert, a freak, a weirdo, a loner. I’d eat my lunch in the toilet just to get away from people, as I felt allergic, like I didn’t belong anywhere. I just simply didn’t fit in.

But because  I felt so deeply from within and because of hypersensitivity , the waters acted like a conduit that enabled me freedom of self-expression.

I’ve learnt how to enrich complex feelings and accept myself just the way I am and I hope that anyone reading this who is suffering can too.

My Music

You can listen to some of my music on my playlist on this website and it is also available on the following sites/apps:-

Lindsay Ullmann on Spotify

Lindsay Ullmann on Amazon Music

Lindsay Ullmann on Apple